Posted on April 26, 2026 in Neshamah B'nai Mitzvah Stories, Uncategorized
Sasha’s Bat Mitzvah: What a Goat Taught Us About Growing Up
There is a moment in every bat mitzvah that I live for. It is the moment when a young person stops reciting and starts speaking. When the words stop being words and start being truth. That moment arrived for Sasha this April in Boca Raton, and when it did, I don’t think there was a dry eye in the room.
Sasha chanted from Acharei Mot, a portion whose name means “after the death.” It begins in the shadow of tragedy: the death of Aaron’s two sons, Nadav and Avihu. At first glance, that might seem like a heavy place to stand on the bimah for the first time. But Sasha understood something essential about this portion that takes many of us years to learn. The darkness at the beginning is not the point. What comes after is.
Acharei Mot describes the original Yom Kippur service, the ritual the High Priest would perform once a year to bring atonement to all of Israel. At the heart of that service were two goats. One was offered as a sacrifice. The other became something we still talk about thousands of years later: the scapegoat. The High Priest would place his hands on that second goat, confess the sins of the entire community, and send it out into the wilderness. Symbolically, the mistakes of the Jewish people went with it.
Sasha’s question was a good one, and it was her own: what exactly was the point of the goats? Why this ritual? Why this particular act of letting go?
Her answer was honest in a way that adults rarely manage to be in public. She talked about her friend group, a large, close-knit circle where jokes don’t always land right and words slip out before you mean them. She talked about a specific moment, just a few weeks earlier, when she had said something unkind, when she had ignored a friend instead of listening to her feelings. She did not gloss over it or dress it up. She named it clearly.
And then she connected it directly to the Torah.
The whole point of the Yom Kippur service, Sasha explained, is that everyone makes mistakes. The High Priest was not confessing only the sins of wicked people. He was standing in for all of Israel, including the righteous, including himself. The ritual exists because accountability is not a punishment. It is a practice. It is something you have to do again and again, every single year, because being human means you will always have something to answer for.
What Sasha said next is the part I keep thinking about. She said that the right choice does not have to be the easy one. She said that no one can make her apology for her. She said that she cannot rely on others for the heavy lifting.
That is not a thirteen-year-old reciting what she was told. That is a thirteen-year-old who has actually thought about what it means to grow up.
Holiness, Sasha reminded us, is not something that lives only in the synagogue. It lives in how we treat the people around us every day. It lives in whether we listen, whether we own our mistakes, whether we do the hard thing when the easy thing is right there.
Watching Sasha on the bimah, I thought about how rare it is to be that honest in front of your family, your friends, and your whole community. It takes courage. It takes exactly the kind of moral seriousness that Acharei Mot is asking of us.
Mazal tov, Sasha. You did not just become a bat mitzvah this month. You showed us what it looks like to be a daughter of the commandments.
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About Rabbi Rader
Rabbi Amy Rader is the Founder and Executive Director of the Neshamah Institute in Boca Raton, a vibrant Jewish community offering meaningful Jewish education for kids, Bar and Bat Mitzvah preparation, High Holiday services, and inspiring Jewish events. Ordained by the Jewish Theological Seminary, Rabbi Rader brings over 25 years of experience helping families connect deeply with Judaism in modern, authentic ways.
